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You have entered a world of difference in this journal. Prepare to be amazed at the weird stuff that happens to me. If you really want to know then be my friend because most of the good entries are friends only. Take care,
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Jun. 3rd, 2006 @ 12:41 pm (no subject)
nothing ever feels good enough. i have been working on this website forever. and the one i'm supposed to be modeling is very well written and very hard to recreate in my own way. I don't know html that well. I just feel like i'm letting everyone down. I though i could do this and i still want to. but i dunno. i dunno if i can or if what i can produce is good enough. I can tell they want more and i dunno if i can give them that. I'm so tired from tring to learn all this so quickly. How come I could do this easier in 8th grade? honestly. Anyway, i'm just frustrated i guess.
Speaking of frustrated.. I've been living the past month on very little cash. I scrape up what I can from my parents and grandma but I'm sick of asking. i probably wont even get paid for a while because i'm not even in the system at blockbuster. this fucking sucks.
stress isn't cool.. i'm sick of it
go away
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May. 6th, 2006 @ 10:47 pm (no subject)
{insert insane amount of swearing and punching objects and yelling and crying}

none of which i've done except throw a screw driver. i'd say i'm doing pretty well.. wouldn't you?
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Apr. 9th, 2006 @ 01:27 pm (no subject)
i'm going to see my favorite band in my favorite city with my favorite sister
let's not forget that bela fleck and the flecktones will be there and so will david gray
my life = almost complete
almost because i have yet to see rusted root live
but oh my god! soooo lucky
i know, you're jealous

(in case you didn't realize i'm going to see DMB in NYC on randall's island) AHH!!!
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Mar. 14th, 2006 @ 10:37 am (no subject)
I am sad:
- i've taken on way too much in my life; On top of my schoolwork which is a whole other issue, i am in a fraterenity that demands a large chunk of my time and sanity. i am the co-chair of an organization that doesn't have meetings.. i have to entertain them weekly. i am working on two websites for the band. i am travelling this weekend for the NCAA tournament.. seriously it's just getting insane.

- my schoolwork is going to crap. I don't have the time or patience to figure out half this crap. I'm sick of half-assing all my work. I am so scared that i'm going to squeak by and not know shit in my major. Right now i'm failing dynamics. I have an exam on Thursday that I started studying for yesterday and don't plan on stopping until thursday at 12 pm. I'm just so burnt out from constantly being on the go that when i do have free time i just don't want to worry about homework.

- the one thing in my life that makes me the happiest is only temporarily with me. i'm sick of this long distance crap. it hurts. it sucks. i just want to feel complete for longer than a weekend.

- the fraternity is making me go insane. I can't handle not having sundays anymore. just once i want to be able to sit around and do nothing or watch family guy during its scheduled time. enough of these fucking 4-6 hour nights of sitting around talking in circles. talk about taking a toll on someone. seriously though.. i just need some kin of reassurance that this is even right for me. sometimes i love it and others i hate it

so i just looked at my planner and i think i'm gonna go jump off a bridge now...
or go finish getting ready so i can eat lunch, go to a meeting, rush to dynamics, sit through engr, grab my sax, get to the music building at 4 for concert band, and go to a meeting at 6 for pep band then come back here to study/get help on my dynamics...
awesome

ps apparently here in storrs the weather is bi-polar and can't decide between rain and sun.
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Feb. 22nd, 2006 @ 07:47 pm (no subject)
life is actually pretty good right now.
i was watching the soun of music monday night.. i might pop it back on tonight.. awesomeee
ok so i also have been introduced to the amazingness of this --- Jahna - Flower Duet (from Lakme). it as played in the beginning of the l word and i actually really like it. who woulda thunk. interested and not afraid of opera with a gorgeous nature to it? i can send it to you.
school work is managable.. i feel weird having free time sometimes.. i know.. someone slap me
i will be heading to newport this weekend :) it's so cool there! and my favorite person ever is there so woot to that!
we're leaving for a road trip to Canada on March 5th. My birthday will be celebrated there and we can drink and gamble. my parents told me to gable for the experience! awesomeee.. anyway.. i'm going to be 20 in 19 days.. wow. i'm getting old.
my sister got a tattoo.. i'm a little jealous.
i should go work on some stuff that's dur later in the week. i've been on top of everything while still procrastinating.. amazaing.
oh but the bad news.. i failed my first dynamics exam. i'm so mad at myself because i understand it now looking at it but ugh! i'm an idiot.
anyway.. you should feel special.. i don't eve make public posts. happy reading!
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Feb. 3rd, 2006 @ 12:05 pm (no subject)
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So i guess i might as well update.
i have officially started my 4th semester of college. I was thinking about this yesterday and i'm gonna be a junior really soon and then my friends are gonna be graduating next year.. wow. My sister's graduating this summer... talk about holy crap.
Anyway, this semester's ok so far I guess. none of my classes are really all that interesting. I probably should have majored in women's studies because it's what i'm interested in. Oh well, if that were the case I'd be a music major... *shudders*. So instead i'm slaving away at all the math and science my major has to offer me. I'm currently taking one of the most failed classes at UConn.. YES! Oh i'm so excited about this semester. Actually in some ways I am. I have this super awesome dance that me and Kelly are planning for AQUA not to mention that some awesome meetings are coming out of this semester as well. Exciting! It's good to finally feel like I have a place here within a few groups of friends and you know... it's great. I figured out how to manage my time so that I can be with each group as much as possible and it works. I think i've spent almost every day at the rainbow center this week just hanging out with people are whatever i've been up to.
Also some more exciting news came out of this week. I am first chair alto sax. in the concert band here which is awesome. It's frustrating sometimes when I feel like I can't mess up because technically people are supposed to be listening up to me (even though they don't because certain people think they know everything and are always right. yeah let's look at our chair placement... thanks) Oh my that sounded bitchy.. *shrugs* whatever. It's hard because looking at where I am means I know I'm talented but I don't want to come across as flaunting it. That's just obnoxious. But ah! the best news is that we're playing Vesuvius... and I'm playing first.. and AH it's such a sax song! (stop.. i know i'm a dork)
I dunno what else to write about right now.. life is pretty sweet and oh! i'm getting a tattoo with my shuper cool sister sometime whenever I can muster up the cash. Oh i should tell you of what. so the plan right now is a g-clef but the top is gonna be green, the middle white, and the bottom red. you love it! so anyway, yes I have money but not for a tattoo seeing that i'm gonna use it for my canada trip this spring break! EXCITING! first time out of the country and i get to go to one where I can drink legally and have lots of fun with my favorite people ever!!
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Jan. 15th, 2006 @ 07:57 pm (no subject)
do not buy ipods .. seriously.. save yourself the pain because i go back to my original sentiment when i say i HATE apple. with every last emotion i possess i hate apple. of course less than a month after the 1 year anniversary of my ipod and consequently when the warranty ended, my ipod died. after being told that it was a problem with the harddrive (duh) and there was nothing that could be done about it (wrong) i decided to look at other options for mp3 players because i refuse to give that shitty store my money. not to mention (even though i'm going to) the fact that you can't even get just an ipod that plays music but now you have to pay the extra money for ipod video. so great.. i got a percentage off if i trade in my ipod and i get a discount for being a student. that brings us approximately to the exact same price i paid for my ipod that i love oh so much. also.. it raises a question.. why does apple want my ipod back if they can't fix it. i'll tell you why.. because they CAN fix it! and don't tell my it's for parts. they ipod casing doesn't match the new ones and the harddrive is broken so they don't need that. ugh this is just ridiculous. thank god i'm not taking that option so i can dropkick the piece of crap across my street.
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Dec. 22nd, 2005 @ 04:33 pm i've grown up too fast
This horrible series of events takes place in everyone's lives. We all reach this age in high school where we think we're old enough to face the world and do whatever we want. We beg and plead to go bowling with some friends then later it becomes begging and pleading to "sleep over a friend's house" which is really a big drunken underwear party in some sketchy motel. Then as life goes on you start applying for college and getting depressed because you aren't screwing the hottest guy in school. These happen in these series of importance too.. the latter being more important than the preceding. And sooner or later all that money you got for your 18th birthday and confirmation and what have you is spent and your parents are harping fo you to get a job. You are 18.. life is still young and you can do stupid things if you want and not have to worry about anything. Then this idea of a job comes along and all of a sudden your childhood and teenage years are swept out from under your feet. You get stuck working for corporate america whenever they need you and now going out on friday night is a thing of the... never. It never happened because by the time you could go out you have to scrounge up the money for it. So when are we supposed to enjoy life? Sooner or later i will graduate from college where i now have no time to do anything but school work, band shit, or plan stuff for aqua. Drinking hardly seems like fun for me any more and partying seems like a waste of life. Next year I will be twenty and what do i have to show for it. Nothing. I am a brother in a band fraternity, i am a junior in college (even though time wise i've only been there for a year in a half.. yeah figure that one out) and co president of aqua. That's great.. but nowhere do i have time to enjoy myself. To go spend a weekend somewhere during the semester and goof off with my good friends. Good friends... i know i have them but my time spent with them seems so scarce that i'm unsure of even that now. So ultimately we are forced to grow up faster than we should have to. Some of us faster than others.
money... it's the route of all this evil. you can't have fun without money but then in order to get money you have to take away any time for fun. Then ultimately there's the career and once you've got one of those say goodbye to any hope of having fun. look forward to business parties instead to fill that void.
my advice to anyone young enough to still heed it.. save that money you get for communion and every other big event in your life. make sure you never have to work during your high school and college careers.
unless of course you want to grow up faster than the rest of your friends and feel completely out of place at every social gathering you go to.
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Dec. 12th, 2005 @ 02:19 pm (no subject)
wicked was amazing.. i was a little unimpressed with some of the voices and whatnot but overall i loved it!
as soon as the opening song started i started crying.. i was so happy to be there.
wow
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Dec. 11th, 2005 @ 12:57 pm i think i'll try defying gravity!
omg i'm going to see wicked...
i should be...
decorating the tree
studying
heading back up to uconn

but i'm going to see wicked!!!
AH I'M SO FREAKING EXCITED!!
i'll study tomorrow
decorate after the show
hea up later tonight
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Nov. 27th, 2005 @ 07:48 pm (no subject)
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Oct. 24th, 2005 @ 04:25 pm (no subject)
bored, relax, sleep, hang out, movie, nothing, free time

sorry i just felt like writing these since these words are nonexistant in my life nowadays unless they are preceded by a negative word such as not, none, no
you get the idea
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Sep. 20th, 2005 @ 08:57 pm (no subject)
wow so i haven't updated in like a year. ummm i'm basically beginning a process that will take most of my time away from me this semester. it will be over mid november so for the next two months bear with me. i will not forget about all my friends.. that is a promise you can all hold me to. i will be stressed, that's for sure but who knows what else will happen. i'm excited, nervous, scared.. it's a bundle of emotions. hopefully i won't regret this decision but for now all i can do is wait.
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Sep. 13th, 2005 @ 02:52 pm (no subject)
there's no damn water in north! i hate this crap. i posted a sign on the bathroom asking them not to use the toilets because people are stupid and will do that. then they clog and when the water is back on.. we have no toilets because they can't be flushed and they're full of shit.. literally. so luckily this time people can use like.. northwest or something. but if this isn't fixed i'm gonna be so pissed. agh! when i get back from and at 6 and i'm dripping i'm gonna want to shower.
thank god for knowing people in northwest lol.
aright i'm gonna hang here in the AC as long as i can before band
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Aug. 27th, 2005 @ 07:17 am (no subject)
agh.. i am so unbelievably tired. This preseason has been the best and worst so far in different ways. I'm loving that i can finally feel accepted within my section. Certain upperclassmen are warming up to me and I to them. It's making this season already less horrifying. Unfortunately though, the feud that we have with the trumpets that i hate like woah is making me moody. The other day at our annual.. run and steal each other's name tags, they decided to steal our music and neckstraps. Because of that i lost a lyre but was thankfully given one for free. Then last night we got royally screwed over by them and the trombones even though we were the only section to not get up and make fun of everyone else. on top of that i am exhausted to no end.
now i must make the treck up to the field. suuuper
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Aug. 22nd, 2005 @ 07:16 am (no subject)
um so i move in today to start preseason.. eek. ok i am just scared that i'm gonna be like.. craptastic out there because it's been so long. oh well.. i think i'm ready except for my hangers. well.. i don't have much time so i'll keep this short and update when i do.
enjoy the rest of your summers
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Aug. 20th, 2005 @ 01:23 pm (no subject)




Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.

doubt this is coincidence
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Aug. 18th, 2005 @ 01:07 pm (no subject)
ok i dunno what to do
i might start a new journal just because i don't want this user name anymore and i've had this for a while now. maybe it'll be good to start over
what do you guys think?
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Aug. 17th, 2005 @ 08:00 pm (no subject)
is it bad that i've gotten to the point where i'd be happier meeting janet jackson than dave matthews
oh man..
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Aug. 16th, 2005 @ 11:08 am (no subject)
i've lost any ambition to do anything fun anymore. i always feel like just sitting around or watching tv/playing video games. i've gotten so lazy! arg. maybe it's because i never get to do that with work and school bogging me down.
speaking of.. i have to work from 12-8 today. blasphemy
my last shift is friday night.. 6-9 as the entertainment specialist! ARG! i HATE doing that! these people are gonna start hating me because all i do is bug them to buy rewards. harmony can go screw herself because she knows i don't like this. everyone in the store does! they all make fun of me when i have to do it. it's just getting so annoying. two weekends ago i did it both friday and saturday... that's what killed me.
anyway.. i guess i should go get ready and stop freaking out even though i have so much i have to do before monday. this moving in crap just came up way too fast.
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Aug. 8th, 2005 @ 11:00 pm (no subject)
so i just watched hostage and it was an awesome movie. i suggest it to anyone who likes suspensful, on the edge, action movies. very very good.
hide and seek was also really good.
hitch was predictable
guess who isn't as great as they make it seem
constantine is nothing special
are we there yet was decent
the pacifier was cute
k, that's our large selection right now at blockbuster

speaking of.. i'm beginning to get annoyed with blockbuster and their crappy assed ways. i'm sick of their stupid big corporate ideas which suck. i'm suck of the way crap is run there and how fake they are at being customer friendly. get out while you can..
next month prices are going up even more for movies (~$4.80) and games ($8.00 before tax)
and they're cutting hours
can we say.. possible merger?
i'll be looking for a new job after my winter break...
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Jul. 29th, 2005 @ 07:04 pm (no subject)
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agh i'm so pissed at my sister.
for a while now i've been getting upset with the condition of my car and how she doesn't respect it at all. day after day i go in there and either smell something weird, find something wrong or have to deal with a mess. for example.. last week i opened my glove compartment to find a cheeseburger from bk stil lin it's wrapper. now.. this was at 8:30 in the morning when i got to my class. it's things like this and the constant mess of food wrappers or whatever lying around in my car. i hate it. it also doesn't help that i know she's taking it to places like.. southington and the beach.. without asking me. it's my fucking car. i paid for it. i'm sick of getting in it only to find shit broken that's either a part of the car or something i bought for the car. and now i told her she can't drive it anymore. she has pushed me too far. i asked her nicely more than enough times and after the disrespect my car and i receive from her and her friends i don't think i owe her anything. i'm sick of the excuses every time something happens. like.. why it looked like someone threw mud on the back of my car the night of the cheeseburger incident. this mud was actually soda that was left on the top of the car and spilled down the back. so instead of cleaning it she just left it overnight. it's this kind of crap that leads me to believe that eventually she's going to take it too far and break something essential to my car. so enough excuses. i'm through. she can't drive my car right now. my mom thinks i'm being harsh but she doesn't even know the half of what jen does in/with that car.
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Jul. 28th, 2005 @ 12:34 am (no subject)
http://community.webshots.com/photo/406210496/406223482CbVhFe

absolutely ridiculous
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Jul. 21st, 2005 @ 11:10 am (no subject)
i want a tattoo
forever i've been saying i want music related ones
but i think i want something that i love on me too.. not that music isn't enough. but like look at me.. i'm such a kid at heart. why not have a cartoon character on me somewhere? a small one of course but maybe something from oh i dunno.. nightmare before christmas? :D
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Jul. 16th, 2005 @ 04:40 pm (no subject)
how's this for mean...
there's a simpson's movie coming out
not until 2008
BLAH!

btw.. i still love danny elfman with all my heart. he SANG all the oompa loompa songs. that makes him my hero.. no matter how bad those horrid scenes were
damn you tim burton and your stupid oompa loompas
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Jul. 15th, 2005 @ 11:08 am (no subject)
1. What is your occupation? CSR at blockbuster
2. What color is your underwear? white with teal ish designs
3. What are you listening to now? the air
4 What was the last thing you ate? donut
5. Do you wish on stars? nope
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? green
7. How is the weather right now? humid
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? danielle
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? i love you jesus
10. How old are you today? 19
11. Favorite drink? capri sun
12. Favorite sport to watch? none?
13. Have you ever dyed your hair? numerous times
14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? glasses
15. Pets? brandy
16. Favorite month? may but not for the reason most of you probably thing
17. Favorite food? shrimp?
18. What was the last movie you watched? rose red.. eep!
19. Favorite day of the year? may 8th
20. What do you do to vent anger? yell
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? that bird guy. marvin or something
22. Fall or Spring?spring
23. Hugs or kisses? i love hugs!
24. Cherry or Blueberry? cherry
25. Do you want your friends to email you back? no
26. Who is most likely to respond? schmutz
27. Who is least likely to respond? i dunno
28. Living arrangements? mom, dad, sister, dog
29. When was the last time you cried? hmm.. not too recently actually.. it's a surprise
30. What is on the floor of your closet? shoes, comforters, blankets, boxes.. lots of crap
31. Who is the friend you have had the longest? maria
32. What did you do last night? watched lots of tv and scared myself whilst watching rose red
33. Favorite smell? fresh cut grass
34. What inspires you? danielle
35. What are you afraid of? i dunno.. i've become more of a hard ass as of recent but i'm still afraid of things
36. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers? cheeeeese
37. Favorite car? jeep wrangler or audi
38. Favorite dog breed? daschund
39. Number of keys on your key ring? 2
40. How many years at your current job? 1/12
41. Favorite day of the week? friday.. no class
42. How many states have you lived in? 1
43. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 2
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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 08:29 pm love this song
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Rent - I'll Cover You
live in my house
i'll be your shelter
just pay me back
with one thousand kisses
be my lover
and i'll cover you

open your door
i'll be your tenant
don't got much baggae
to lay at you feet
but sweet kisses i've got to share
i'll be there
and i'll cover you

i think they meant it
when they said you can't buy love
now i know you can rent it
a new lease you are my love
on life be my life

just slip me on
i'll be your blanket
wherever
whatever
i'll be your coat
and you'll be my king
and i'll be your castle
nooo you'll be my queen
and i'll be your mote

i think they meant it
when they said you can't buy love
now i know you can rent it
a new lease you are my love
on life all my life

i've longed to discover
something as true as this is
so with a thousand sweet kisses
i'll cover you

oh lover
i'll cover you
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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 08:23 pm (no subject)
i need to rethink my hairdo
i need to add more/take away clothes to my wardrobe
i need to change a lot about me physically and mentally
but for the most part i'm happy with myself.
sorta...
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Jul. 13th, 2005 @ 05:39 pm (no subject)
      
instruments are love
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woot! lol
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Jul. 12th, 2005 @ 05:58 pm (no subject)
holy chills...
so i'm listening to RENT because well, i want to.. and i randomly put on happy new year and started getting chills at the end of happy new year b. not just any chills
massive
head tingling
spingling
chills
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